My healing journey began when I was just 24, after losing someone close to me. That loss triggered severe depression and brought back deeply painful memories from childhood trauma. I remember vividly how overwhelming the feelings were—grief, shame, guilt, chronic pain, and dissociation that showed up as C-PTSD (complex PTSD).
I truly understand how exhausting and isolating unresolved trauma can feel.
Then, about 15 years ago, after several traumatic burglaries and gunpoint attacks in three different countries, I faced intense and paralysing PTSD symptoms that landed me in the emergency room. I experienced relentless panic attacks, vivid flashbacks, a constant fear of dying and anxiety so severe that even small noises felt threatening.
At my lowest point, I had to stay with a friend for a week because I couldn’t be alone at night, and even sleeping required keeping all the lights on.
PTSD

